Dear you,
Please prove me wrong. If you don’t then I really think this is it for us. I don’t think I can let you be part of my life in any way. I’ve said it so many times. I’ve tried to cut you out so many times but clearly I can’t. I understand that people fuck up and we all make mistakes. But your mistakes broke my heart into a million tiny pieces, and I’m still trying to glue them all together. I don’t really know what we’re doing and I think that’s okay for right now. But you better make me believe you and you better prove me wrong. Because if this is all another game you’ll never see me or hear from me again. I understand you want me in your life but I don’t know if I can take you playing around in mine again. So please, more than anything. Prove me wrong. Prove to me I shouldn’t be scared and that it was a mistake and that you are sorry and that you do want to make it right. Because if it’s all a lie… I don’t think I could take it.
Always, Me
i am 8 years old



